Chasing My Tail
I catch myself pacing my cage not lazy just lacking sufficient motivation where is the challenge, the occasion to which to rise? without the hunt it feels like neurotic mental masturbation what some might call chasing my tail
Monthly Archives: July 2014
Dehumanization
There are two main ways to dehumanize someone: to dismiss them, and to idealize them. Sometimes the things that feel the best also feel the worst. Being worshipped and desired is thrilling. Being objectified, dehumanized, and generally used for the purposes of others can hurt. The dynamic causes a twisted, ambivalent, confusing sort of pain.
I am my own best/worst companion
There is a care and tending that goes into intimacy, even intimacy with yourself. When I was quietly meditating before yoga the other day, many thoughts and inspirations emerged unbidden into my mind as if they had been waiting there all along for a moment when I would hear them. It just goes to show […]
Soul Vomit 