The First Time…

The first time, the very first time, there was no way for me to know that it was the last. You never know that things are ending until they do. Even when you find yourself trapped in the painful cage of waiting, you can guess, but you can’t know. The not knowing was what gave […]

Carrying a Teddy Bear…

Carry a teddy bear everywhere everyday to keep the nightmares at bay they say most everyday that I need to find a way to put the fears away and be calm where I lay that sleep is what I need and I’m going to die without it. You’re driving your mother crazy you’re slowly killing […]